Random rants

"This testosterone-driven hormone in all 6 feet of me is costing me much monies, but it is worth it? Is it worth having all this life-enriching experience? You bet you candy ass it does"

Rants

Enough of being optimistic since I came back from China. lol.

Spent yesterday's night with my good old bud Andy who transitted to Taiwan via Singapore. He's a really good friend of mine that I would give up my usual wednesday football session just to meet him up! Hey, its not everyday you get a visitor from Taiwan, plus its an old buddy too lol We share our life's experience together, but as usual he did the talking more. :D That's the old Andy I know.

By the way, just posting here as it is Euro Cup 2012 Season now...anyways was browsing through Facebook, and it somehow felt different this time. I find life is unfair and some people has the better lives (or better halves) Am I not deserving all these? Or has my time not arrived yet? Was it not my time to shine yet? Or something is holding back from letting the light of my life shining? I find that my new-found optimism (that I have acquired in China) seems to be fading away.. and all the clouds of negativism taking over. Hmmm, I could place the blame on being with the wrong peers. I must do something to my life, I am still thinking... but action must be carry out soon!

Of course, by keeping the motto "look to the future, appreciate the present and put the past behind" actively applied into my life. Ahhh, reaching this sentence, after ranting and expressing, that optimism-spirit is kind of holding on now. *side-smile*

Waiting..

waiting the call from HDB. but still haven't call me... getting a bit anxious lor... hmmm my future is uncertain now.. should i go nz study? hmmm...i really really need a good job that commensurate my qualifications and experience and skills... God knows what's best for me i guess..

Random Rants

sigh, dunno why when i am outside, i have many things to do in my mind at home...then when i am home, i am suddenly aimless and have nothing to do... =/

must refix this bad habit of mind. soon.

Rant!

I wanna rant! But im the type who types stuffs halfway then my mind would go blank already. Zzz. A lot in my mind during shower times earlier. But now all vividly gone. Perhaps this is the perfect reason why I couldn't pursue in a career in writing.

Hurmmm.

hmmm

getting all stats to 100k is the hardest... after that should be easy... time to chase all those peeps

X Bonus X 13mth

I better do something about that. =.=

Need visit my dad, bro maybe might have some guidance or fatt from him :)

Life

Hanging out with my old buddy Eng today has made me rediscover life by a bit today. Life should be enjoyed and be relaxing, dont always think and think too much of all the pessimist stuffs (which is sooo true) Anyways, human and learning is a neverending process.. he's a guy who can get along with other people easily, make friends easily and has a good sense of humour (unlike me, sadly). Hanging out with some certain people makes you a better person than hanging out with some other people, sometimes it is like that. Maybe is the long term friendship and the bond (so called Leo bond) that can make that happen? Anyways, was happy and enjoyed today ^^ Made new friends too =) Which reminds me that I have been ignoring my current friends, as what I have learnt and going to resolute this year, we should appreciate what we already have and dont let "grass is greener at the other side" thinking challenge your conscious.

Take my time, one step at a time, no need to expedite, life is short, but live it with meaning so you won't have any regrets at a later stage of life (I already had my regrets, but nothing is never too late to be corrected now)

=)

Discomforts of the heart

I really really hate it when the girl that i like who apparently has a thing for me too cheers to other so-called shuai ge each time he take a cue shot at the pool in front me >.< its like so fucking disgusting and the situation is so hateful... so fucking hate! i really really wish she wont do that anymore... but if that really makes her happy then what can i do but to accept her for who she is...

but i really really wish i won't be facing this type of situation again... sigh... dont do this to me anymore ok?

Maybe you are never in a relationship before...so you dont know how to take care of a guy's feeling...perhaps you would want me to tell you off? but i dont know...somehow i do still wish that you will know it yourself...

I hate all the attention u give to other guys in front of me!

Too Late...

was suppose to help Anne & Teo to buy the New Paper Big Walk's ticket @ Singapore Flyer today but unfortunately....



sigh....so fast soldout! Jiaklat..and also goes my cheaper flyer ticker :'(

anyways, manage to get some shots of...



Flyer cabin from near

Ugh...moneyz

need money in torncity (PI!)

need money in dragonica (lava weapon)

and most importantly....

need money in real life! (everything)

Finish?

finish exam, finish studies? submit thesis hardcover od? but feel so so so malash now...maybe tired i guess hukhuk

DCampus

rm30/month free internet usage is gone now

so cant really online much anymore. can only go psz online or wat. sigh. what's wrong with digi? think of earning money only? many ppl cant online or enjoying dcampus becos of this lo.. too bad..

that means, less fb-ing and less blogging and also less playing dgn huhu

Reminder

1. by this week must try finish edit my Chapter 2 and 3 and at least do some draft of chapter 4 and 5.
2. have to pass up gps project within 2 weeks
3. do Seminar Paper by mid-March (refer desktop notes)
4. end of March - Thesis Viva huhu
5. by this week must try finih my VB coding (tough, tough!)
6. do thesis binding booking @ Rainbow
7. pass up graduation form & certified by PA earlier **
8. pay rm30 for my degree plus plus by this week
9. get pic of related hotels, restaurants at Langkawi for linking with my GIS product
10. participate in Satellite Forum
    

all this not so helping if i have a very suxy internet line. so please, please be good~

Warning

hope you are sebuk enough to come across this post. whatever or whatever happens in my facebook stays in my facebook or at most just discuss with your friends (and dont let me find out). dont go and spread the word to the real life close people e.g. close family. as the typical singaporean slang goes..

"limpeh bo song"

Monday Blues

lolz. Facebook. Twitter.

everywhere, i see all my friends complained about Monday Blues, heaven-at-home-back-to-hell, dont wanna back to work!, "sighs...at airport now" etc. etc all this sorta stuffs

everyone loves their home and still in holiday mood.

and so do i.

failed~

:s

Rant Again

wahlao. what a slang to said "frust" sounds kinda stupid

i still prefer to say frustrated though

=.=

Hate

i really really goddayum hate it when our time is always not compatible. wtf is wrong? huh? dayum dayum dayum!

rants and rants and rants

=.=

1st Night

first night @ utm after cny holidays... wooo soooo bored =.=

hope to graduate soon and work. argh.

Only Chance?

tonight's the best chance to come over. after tonight i dont know when again will have this kinda chance. probably during study week. anyways, i really hope i can do this kinda things in my campus life. cant lose to kent